crying in the breast milk.

Its nearly the weekend. SO SO SOOOOO happy.
Sushi and Sake date tonight.
Family Breakfast
Chat with Mammy
Oppertunity shopping/ Costume shopping
Get Ready
Drunk.

My mum emailed me about the sex post. Shes so funny/cool. "remember my sweet one, nothing shocks me !!! I am cool with what you wrote. LOVE those questions too, funny how in life there are more questions than answers .. hmmmm".......
I think shes my number one fan of this thing.

Im feeling a bit more optimistic about things. Maybe its cos Its the weekend. Maybe its because Im so over feeling this way. And no one else can make that change except me right?
My Mum also sent me my horoscope, and I dont believe in these things. I think they are a bit of a money making scam, and that they are soooo general and can be applied to most situations, but anywho, my mum sent me mine today (she checks mine, cute):

Your October Monthly Forecast: What precisely is it that you wish you had more of? Money? Help? Wisdom? Support? Understanding? Opportunity? Time? Something is lacking and you feel sure that it is a physical resource, not a mental or emotional one. Yet, actually, if you had just a bit more nerve and ingenuity, you could soon compensate for what's seemingly missing. Don't persuade yourself, in October, that you'll never get enough of what you need. Look instead for ways to make what you've got go further. You are more protected than you realise. The cosmos intends to do all it can, soon, to move your life on in the best possible way. The cosmic blueprint of your life was written in code across the sky at the moment you were born

Kinda find it motivating and definitly how I have been feeling. I also havnt been happy with the realisation that I relied my happiness on one or two things. I dont think thats right, and its never been the case before. Its not all negative, what Ive been through. And I wouldnt take it back. The time I had was very much appreciated and treasured.

GOOD RIDDINS BITCHES.