Dear 2012

Ive never been a huge fan of the new year. In fact, its usual the worse time of year for me. I dont feel motivated to make plans etc. I really hate this time of year. USUALLY. Alas, I have had such a good time lately. Im in Tauranga at our family home up here with 14 of my family members, as we do every year. I have previously got to the stage where a week is enough for me. My fam stay for about 3 weeks, but I want to stay longer this time. I cant, I have work. But MAN I wanna stay. I had two of my friends come up for most of the time ive been here and they left today. They fell in love with my family. Which is hard not too.

Anyways, getting back to 2012.

Im excited for this year. 2011 was kinda a shithouse time. I dont feel like I did much with my year at all. However, I am really excited and just completely ok and content with where this year may take me. Im more comfortable then ever to know that I will be ok. No matter what happens, I will be ok. Theres some goals that im looking forward to tackling. Some not so much, but have got to at least have a good go at being attempted. I just feel ready for this year, and that in itself is a fucking miracle. My number one thing, is to have more and more independence. For myself and for my relationships. Im looking forward to that one the most. I think 2012 is about adventures too. Anxiously exicted to see what ones come my way.

Let it be.