Are you turning into what you said you wouldnt?

I dont even know if I can come up with the words to express how i'm feeling right now towards you.

You lied and your about to be caught out. Its not even what the lie is about, as it seems so minor. So why lie? Why would you deliberately lie about something that you know would upset/hurt my feelings if I found out?

I dont know how im supposed to get over this. I dont. I already struggle with trust as is. You know this. I DONT GET IT? For someone who I thought had a high standered of morals, this just really surprises me. You say that you hate it when you dissapoint me, this, is more then dissapointment. You literally have fed something in my heart that I have been trying to not feed.

Do I have to say goodbye to you because I just know that I wont ever fully trust you?  Your lying over something  thats arguebly minor, yet what about the major things? Or even moderate things?
Its like you have been living this double life. I experienced that with someone else, and I will not do it again. No way. Funny thing is, we have had a conversation about you living a double life, and you got mad that I could even think that was a possibility from you. Weird huh?

I dont trust you anymore.

This just seems like history repeating and I cant express how hurt I am that you became my past.