Lets talk because yesterday is exactly the same as today.

And im not ok with that.
Firstly, fine. If you dont want to be with me, can you please just come out and say it? Because im not going to say 'I really dont care' but I just want to know rather then not. But you say but then you dont say that you are "busy" and its not "personal" and I need to stop being a "physco" and then we laugh it off but all the while you kind of make me feel guilty for even having those thoughts? Yeah . Well ive kind of taken this pill this morning. And its really going to help me in our situation. And when I say "me" I mean "me" . Because lets be honest, you clearly take that pill more then me. And thats called a "fuck you, im doing me pill" . Yes, Im angry. Yes, Im upset. Yes, You have hurt my feelings. Like when you said sorry over the weekend if you had ever treated me badley? Sorry aint shit without action. So take your sorry, and shove it back down your oesophagus. Look, I love you. But I really dont want to be taken advantage of. Ive already told you that you ignoring me, when I can clearly see that you have time to make contact with other people actually hurts my feelings. It feels personal. And this week, people have been directly rude to me and mean to me because its me, and you of all people should probs care how my week went and not do the same. But you dont. And the funny thing is? I bet if I bought this up with you , you wouldnt even say sorry, you would get angry and turn it around on me. Thanks in advance.