You know how when your down and out, and theres that person or those people who are there "no matter what" - so they say, and you look around, and its as good as being in a desert in the sahara. No one for days. It feels like that. Except its inside my room, where i have hardly left in 24 hrs, Ive had so much sleep its ridiculous. I couldn't even bring myself to go to work today. I just felt so miserable. Yesterday it was crying that I felt I was on the verge of, today - Im just emotionless. I know its not a good idea to probably be around people. And in all honesty, I feel like there should be one person who should be interested, but dosnt. And I know he would say "well im not going to ask you whats wrong, you have to tell me" sometimes I want someone to ask. It shows that someone cares. maybe im being too dramatic. I feel like im always at fault, always compromising, constantly complaining (even if its not out loud) and I feel like im settling.