Scrambled Eggs

This post will be all over the show. Nice and Not so nice. - For once i feel like when someone asks me " So whats been going on? Whats the goss?" I dont have anything to really say. Not because its not out there, but prolly my lack of caring for it. Feels good to be back being old self. Like a weight of my chest seriously. Lack of caring can be annoying yes, and sometimes to be honest, I do care, but choose not to react in a way that shows it, or makes things worth. I pretty much just scream into my pillow. Or punch a wall. Joking. - Im moving rooms! same place, just in the room across from me. Its quiter, same size, got a balcony and cheaper. Seems like a better move. Oh and it has a lock. Sweetness. - Im going to go to Australia. Just for a little trip. I need a break. Think I wanna go for two weeks. But not sure yet. Got to get this funds stuff sorted. Pain in my rectum. - Been spending heaps of time with the girls in my life. Feels good, because in the below post somewhere, it mentioned that part of my life was lacking. MAKIN A EFFORT BABY. But im enjoying it. Although I do find with girls ( and this is probs why I prefer hanging out guys ) Is because of the first bullet points question, you feel kind of forced to say exactly whats going on because its "girl talk" but im like , If i dont think it needs to be talked about, Im not going to talk for the sake of it. Because really, you can start talking about something, and create it into an issue. Sometimes its best just to bottle that shit up like a normal person. haha. - Its my little brothers birthday today! Hes 7yrs today. It literally seems crazy that I was 16 7 years ago when I was told my dads girlfriend was pregnant. Im not going to lie, I was not happy about it. Because Im like who is this gold digger bitch who has sperminated herself? 7 Years on, still family issues, they are married, and life is different and also funny to see how it works out. But im beyond proud of this kid. I still remember when he pissed on my dads bed when I was changing his nappy (damn boys), and I remember when I was baby sitting him one time and he spewed all over the couch and then i put him in the bath, and he took a crap in the bath. I was like to Dad when he came home "Im never babysitting your child again" Im really not the sort of poo/wee/vomit sort of girl . Probs why I dont really want to own animals. - I want to meet new people!!! Im kinda over the same people, same situations, same places etc. - I want a femme turban. - Im going to get my nosed peirced again. same side. Double trouble. Dads going to be so happy. Thats all.