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I havnt blogged in ages! Its nearly been a month, and as much as I would love to give an excuse like life has been SO busy, and SO much is going, and change change change. TRUTH? thats not the truth. Ive been plodding along, my work hours have changed, ive re decco'd my room, and basically thats the extent of the physical change.

Ive been spending a lot of time with the same old people, and thats cool, always a good time, there mostly boys though. And I love Boy company. Then I watch Jersey Shore, and I miss girl time. I Miss just being able to go get my nails done, and hit the tanning salon. Metaphorically speaking, I really dont do either of those things. I need more girlfriends. I know plenty of girls, but I miss the Q T time with girls, the ones that you can always count on and you hear from nearly every day? yeah those ones. I feel like a loser even saying this, because it fully makes me seem like a no friends bitch, this isnt the case. I think life just happens, people change jobs, flats, get new partners and it makes things very different, and then next thing you find yourself trying to catch up, it never works, you catch up at a party and things just arnt the same. yeah... Life. It makes me miss the old days. Your girls keep you independant, vented and fun. All things im after right now! My trouble is, I dont get on with every girl that comes my way. Im more inclined to get on with guys, because most girls are drama. I want the decent ones.

Im enjoying my own company at the moment, although that will only last so long I get bored far too easy Ive decided. But it is nice nonetheless. Am meeting up with a girlfriend tonight for dinner, should be good I guess. Not that excited about it, because me and this girl havnt spoken for nearly a month due to a disagreement. So I imagine it will more be sussing shit rather then enjoying shit. great.