Remember when your a kid, and all you want to be is a grown up? And your parents always said that they wish they were still a kid? Im at that place. I dont want to be grown up any longer. Or more or less, I dont want to deal with the complexity that comes with being an adult. I feel like things get rapidley harder as the days go by. Things get alot more serious, the consequences are harder, and everyday living is a lllliiiiitttttllllle bit more of a struggle.
I cringe at the thought of throwing a mortgage, business and kiddies into that mix. Geepuz.
Ive had a contemplating week. My mind is full on. There has been some amazing conversations this week, and there has been some tricky ones.
A friend of mine made some decisions this week, for himself, yes, and I kinda get where hes comming from. But they only affect me. They help him, but affect and make things difficult for me. And I dont really know what to say or what to do. You cant change peoples decisions or choices they make, I guess I can just see how things go. Its a little upsetting that im dealing with the consequences of someone elses decisions when im already dealing with consequences of my own actions.
V. Tricky.
Im ready for a fresh start, a change, both within and surroundings.
LET IT BE.
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