The week that is......

Im feeling hella optimistic about this week. I had so much fun with my flat mates cleaning last night. It really is outragous how fun our weekly flat cleans are! We basically blast music, clean the shit out of the house, and then we cook dinner, watch shortland street and go on NZdating. We are a flat of dirty minds and mouths. So the conversations are so much fun. Anyways, I had a fun monday night with them, and tonight I am heading over to a friends house to have dinner (cooked by her) my boys are also comming over! Then tomorrow Im actually looking foward to doing ZILCH. I think im going to have a long hot shower, nice homecooked meal, light my candles, play nice music, put nice underwear on and have alone time. Not in a dodge way. In a way that all woman should do once a week. I recommend it. You feel so relaxed, completely alone (in a good way) and its peaceful. A nice midweek thing as we all know work, life, baggage, not a good combo for midweek stress. So do it! I also am signing up to a gym this week. Im doing my research. Im kinda tired of being a dirty, unfit, smoker. So im cutting out the faggs (otts) and jumping on the treadmill. I really want to make it apart of my everyday life. Its funny right, I read blogs that are written by older, successful, mostly entrepreneurs woman. I dont really know why, maybe because I want to be like them . But anyway, I read them and there all about 'Taking time for yourself' 'Power to the woman' type stuff. I read it and im like "UGH DUMB", and I think it takes a couple of crash and internal burns to realise that you need to do take that time. I realise more then ever, that as much as sometimes I dont want to be alone, and I want some around 247, then I have people around constantly and I just want some space. I dont think the inbetween matters. As long as I take that day to do something relaxing for me, and also take some time in my week to exercise, and dont excessively drink- Im a happy woman. And I know it sounds super gay, but it really does make a difference, in my life anyway. Its the same as hanging out with family, doing something out of the ordinary, playing with an animal or a child. Super super brady bunch type stuff. There is innocence in everyone, tapping into that will give you child like satisfaction, where a box is all you need. Metophorically speaking.

Im going to chill with my family this weekend. I wanna look at some op shops, maybe go see a movie, who knows. Open book. But I also want to do "mature" stuff like go grocery shopping. This post sounds like im becoming the definition of boring. Not ness the case. But as long as I feel healthy and happy who gives a shit.

There is so many things I want online. I would quite like a Loui Vuitton furry tail. Thats this weeks want/not need.

I need to download some more music. I cannot begin to tell you how over my music I am. I feel like nothing is aurally pleasing me.

Deauce.